28.11.09

Ohno...

Haa-Fuu. :(
Today is Saturday, right?
So I spend my morning to follow the extra-math-lesson at school, just with the boys. ==.
No girl. (Except me, of course. :])
Then, I go to MOI, for my cello course..

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And now I end up here, feeling reallly down.
Why? (Wonder if anyone cares about me and asks me this kind question..)
[But actually, nobody seems to be care.. :'(]
Okay, I'll answer..
I went home, *cheerfully* from MOI, because my teacher said that I'll perform for christmas at 17 December (come and watch me! :p) and another concert at March.
So I decide to post this to my blog, just to share my happiness.
But, I take a glance at a blog that I follow..
And I (firstly) got really excited!
So I decide to read his post...
And I read the last paragraph
(Maybe I was crazy and decided to write his words here.. So I decided to erase it. :p)
Since I read this.. I felt like something just slapped me, right at my face.
I don't know, who's the girl that he mentioned..
I still hoping for "something".. But it's really un-logical..

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Hey, maybe the thing that I always say is right.
"Maybe for boys, I'm just a garbage, no worth at all"

Aaaargh.
*positive.. positive.. always think positive..*
Haa-Fuu.

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:'(
Tears starting to drop..
*It's your fault! :p*

:|

Okay.. Bye~

See you all @ the next spoon..

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